me against the world

ever had the feeling that everything just seems to go wrong?

Man Utd 1 - 2 Chelsea

these days, the title is decided by referees.

how true. flabbergasted.

"ok lor up to you I don't like to force people... take care then!"

"does it matter?"

as a matter of fact i suck at words. so bad it hurts not only myself but her.

and then i was caught in the crossfire. company politics i deemed it. but of course, denials and more denials.

and "forced" to a chat with this "kevin". a guy who seems to be desperately seeking assurance and feeling an immense lack of security. trying to tell me how good he is. how knowledgeable.

jack of all trades and master of some...

did you come up with that yourself? can't you see i was holding back my laughter?
fuck you poly grad. you have no idea who the fuck you are talking to. and i have no idea what the fuck you are talking about. warehouse engineer? does engineering even do warehouses!? you must be kidding me.

and then the evening run that i had planned for, foiled by the sudden heavy rain from nowhere after one whole afternoon of scorchy hot weather. i was all wet.

and my back. whats up with my spine. it seems to hurt so bad.

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i can sense it slipping away. or perhaps it was never there to begin with. optimism? i had given up on it 2 years ago.

a day off.

23rd april 2008. 0730am.

"hi jennifer. i would like to take the day off as i am feeling unwell. sorry for this last minute notification."

23rd april 2008. 0742am.

"oknoproblem"

a "chaogeng" sick leave. so drained already larh. time to take a midweek break :)

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met my pretty darling for movies (wonder how much longer may i call you this anw)
TEETH is R21. so sad. sorry girl i couldnt pull it off... got rejected at the box office cos i'm 2 months early.

but THE OTHER BOELYN GIRL wasnt a bad alternative afterall.

and then MARTINI FIRM.
nice place. cool ambience and daybeds. pretty alluring theme huh.
that brat has got nice recommendations afterall. not surprising considering his full time "social escort" duties with the many different chicks. hmmm. bound to go places...

wah the SUPER MAGNUM dunno what dunno what LAGER is quite a fair bit for 2 persons. me and max are officially the BEERMEN. what we need next is a beer belly to top it off. definitely icing to the cake.

seems like a pretty rewarding day so far.

until man united had to draw 0-0 with barca.
so much for the 2 most exciting attacking teams of europe locking horns. bemusing.

containment is clearly no entertainment.

okay 2 more hours of sleep and we're back to work.

fuck.


-justaclown-

Dejavu

back to blogging all over again... been some time really eh.
and fuck that old one anyway. a new blog. a brand new start. i hope.

badverbaldiarrhoea.blogspot.com

make sure you remember this sluts and bitches. (sluts' for guys and bitches' for the...well... bitches:) ) if you are willing to go through this rollercoaster ride with me that is.

ok perhaps not so exciting. we shall see.

till then.

my virgin post.

-justaclown-